September 18, 2005
I paused and I gazed and there's still nothing left to think, nothing right to do.I had wanted to post this entry a few days before. But I didn't. Cos I wanted to give it some time, give myself some time, to see if it would be a sensible thing to do, to see if after a few days, I would really still want to do it. Still want to post what I'm going to post here.
Funny how I get a lot of thinking and deciding done in the toilet. This time, this evening, it was in the toilet at Plaza Sing.
It's really no big deal. I don't think it is. I just want to step out, shout it out loud. I have a love life. I am seeing someone. I am dating someone. This someone is Kay OKA Girl here in my blog. Obviously, she's a she. If you need to gasp, at least, don't ask stupid questions.
There is no closet. This is no skeleton. We care about each other more than a lot of couples I've seen, we make each other secure and happy, more than a lot of couples I've seen. We put in that extra effort to make our relationship work, more than a lot of couples who neglected that a relationship is not a given, it has to be worked at.
So, if you see me holding hands with this girl who sometimes act like an adorable little girl, if you see me resting my head on her shoulders, be glad for me. Otherwise, I'm not asking for your blessing.
If I had needed anyone's opinion, trust me, I would have asked for it.
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 22:25